.. Responsibility

Okay.... things are still groovy here! Lots of things have happened recently.

We... shall start with the good things. The new man in my life is great!! I'm doing a really good job controlling my impulses... ya know, my impulse to RUN from serious relationships (ie... run away before my feelings get crushed). He's just such of a nice guy and i'm just the luckiest girl around.

The PB is away... haven't heard from him in over a week.... LOVELY!!!!

On the other side, my pathetic sibling can't seem to get his shyt together. He is always trippin... always messin up... like, i can't figure out what the hell his problem is. I just think it's really sad that my entire family continues to stick up for him. Like, how do you feel sorry for someone that has to face the consequences of their actions...

ok... lemme say it again... (so it can sink in)

.... how do you feel sorry for someone who has to face the consequences of THEIR actions!!!!

This world is a krazy place, and my family is off their rocker standing up for my sibling. How many times are they gonna allow him to lie, deceive, disrespect them. His irresponsibility is soo totally appalling.....

all i gotta say is whateva yo!!!

Leave me outta this bullshit!!!!

I have better things to do with my life ... damn it, i think i'm falling....