... one day away

today i had a terrible day!!! It's one day before the closing and i'm so tired, stressed and aggravated!

Today the bank of america called me like 10 times at work in refernce to mortage matters. It totally pissed me off because i specifically TOLD them to call me on my cell phone at all time. But apparently someone in the office doesn't know how to read.

And... I called early this morning trying to figure out how much money they're expecting at closing ... those fukker spent half the day talkin outta their ass sayin that they'd get back to me and they never did. And to add insult to injury!!! They called my house and left a message with my BROTHER!!!

Mind you, i'm a pretty private person, and I like to keep my private personal finances .. private (HELLO!!!) and they had they told him!!!! How stewpid can these people be??? Is my brothers name mentioned anywhere? did he sign any documentation? So, why did these people call and tell my brother how much money i owe them?????

... and do you know what that dum fuk did? He called my mom spazzing out about how much money i owed to the bank ... my mom told me that I had everythin under control and told him to call me to give me the dollar amount. AND... do you know what he did? His ass never called!!!!

So i still don't know how much fukking money i owe and how much i should get my bank check for !!!! Not to mention, that i'm leaving connecticut before local banks even open so i have no idea how i'm going to get all of this together in time.

..... And, when i'm late it's their fault!!!

i am sooo aggravated... and I have to go to walmart tonight!!!

Ugh!

... and this too shall come to pass

Sooo yeah!

It's been a minute, but the sibling still has the modem that he jacked... from me!!!

Nevertheless, Sooo several posts back i commented on the fact that I thought the PM's roomie hates me. I've thought it to myself for a while now.. I even mentioned it to "Mr. Nasty" Of course, he told me that he couldn't tell cuz he didnt' have enough info. And he knows that i'm prone to over reaction.

So, this weekend PM and I went out for pizza and we were talking about stuff. Like, several days before when we were out camping with the kids I started to tell him about instances in which I was annoyed with him.. or he did something that upset me. I went on to tell him that I know that I am overreaction prone, so I tend to run my sentiment by Mr. Nasty before putting on the table against the person that i'm griping with. Anyways, this whole convo. opened up alot of dialogue (which is totally kool). He had been pressing me for examples of my over reaction or other things that happened to be on my mind.

I told him of 2 things:
1. the time that he planned to ditch me for a bike ride with his roomate. But decided to go with me afterwards ... claiming that his shoulder hurt too badly to bike ride (... BUT, i also told him that I felt like 2nd best in that sitution) Anyways.. he appologized again and again and told me he knew that he made the wrong decision and had felt guilty about it immediately afterwards. I forgave him... and I let him know

2. I told him "I don't think your roomate likes me" and he was like "why" and I told him that it was little things. I told him about 2 of the 3 little things ... like the fact that I don't feel that she acknowledges me appropriately when I greet her and the fact that she can't look me in the eye. Of course, I reiterated that these are little things and i'm not sure. BUT, to my suprise, he didn't defend her .. he told me that he felt that there was some truth to my sentiment. Cuz, he's noticed that she gets really quiet and withdrawn when i'm there... she just gets really awkward. We talked about it more ... he suggested that maybe she doesn't like the fact that we used to have loud sex in his room. I pondered that for a sec ... but, really ... if that were truely the issue at hand she'd be mad at both of us. Granted 60% mad at me and 40% mad at him.... but, mad at both of us nevertheless (not only focused on me). He agreed ... he says he wonders if she has a crush on him ... he told me that she sometimes says things to him that makes him wonder (.. yes, he told me in detail too.. but i'm not about to type it out).

.. bottom line is ... my PM is a cutie... and there is nothing that i can do about that... other women are gonna think he's attractive ... I'm gonna take it as a compliment to my good taste ... and not even sweat it.....!!!

OOOOOOoooooohhh... YES!!! I almost forgot, I had sex on the beah on sat. night (and no, i'm not talking about the drink!!!)

holler!

Ok .. I gots ta bounce!

peace